when it rains
the last few weeks have been rough. c was sick for a week, and after doing some unrelated health testing, he found out there's a possibility he might have cancer. he is going to have an operation and further testing done over the next few weeks. its most likely not cancer, so i'm trying to remain optimistic and calm and be as supportive as i can be. but its definitely been a lot to deal with.
the stress has been effecting me a bit. i didnt sleep well last night, so i didnt get much done today. its pouring outside, so i'm not that bent up about it anyways. the weather is gloomy and cold this week, but it seems like next week spring will finally start to arrive. i'm looking forward to it, i miss exploring the city. and spring is my favorite time of year!